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[27 Jul 2003|05:13pm] |
gosh. so. today is the 27th, and i am leaving the 28th. which means [counts on fingers] tomorrow.
so here's the dillio.
leave your address in a comment before 11 AM ish tomorrow and i will for surely write you letters from camp, as i have far too much time on my hands. if not, i'll leave my address for you here, and if you write me OR send me shit [hint. hint.] i will for SURELY write you back.
camp mail is the bestest thing ever and if i get some i'll be all. giggle. snort. hyperventilate. okay? so GO.
olivia mew
camp tanamakoon
PO box 10010
huntsville, ontario
P1H 2H5
CANADA.
honestly, send me mail and i will love you forever. and give you free backrubs and cookies. and write you back. and possibly have sex with you.
i love you guys.
i shall miss you oodles and loads.
xo.
p.s. care packages make me orgasm. no, really.
p.p.s. i'll be home the 24th. don't send stuff too late cause shit takes forever to get there. SEND NOW. GOGOGO.
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[22 Jun 2003|02:58pm] |
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[31 May 2003|11:07pm] |
OKAY.
I AM THOUROUGHLY ANGERED RIGHT NOW. BECAUSE IT SEEMS THAT EVERY SINGLE FUCKING BOY THAT BREAKS UP WITH ME, REGRETS IT A FEW WEEKS LATER.
LIKE MAYBE THEY COULD HAVE BEEN SMART ENOUGH TO NOT BREAK UP WITH ME IN THE FIRST PLACE, FUCKING LOSERS. all it does is cause hassle and awkwardness later on. rah.
The scream of the butterfly says:
i dunno, it was a hard desion, i know it didnt look like one, but it was, one on hand i figured we would keep fighting about it, but on the other i did like you quite a bit
tonight i will sleep with the gun in my mouth, goodnight my love. says:
it really didn't seem like one.
The scream of the butterfly says:
i know
The scream of the butterfly says:
i think i made a mistake though, i guess i didnt take long enough to think things over
I WOULD LIKE TO STAB THEM ALL IN THE FACE, THANKS.
GRRR.
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[24 Apr 2003|09:19pm] |
i've found my boy.
his name is anton, but i call him anton two, so you can call him that too.
i talked to him for 12 hours straight last night without getting bored even once.
this one is going to be special, girls and boys. <3.
p.s. he just asked me to hang out tomorrow. i am pimping, thanks.
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[13 Apr 2003|05:15pm] |
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| new shiznit. |
[13 Apr 2003|11:03am] |
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new icon + layout + background. christina. <3
comment so that i feel important.
tks. <3.
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=88.8) vertu
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[12 Apr 2003|11:26pm] |
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Shane is a dead man says:
hey guess what
it's to dying in another's arms and why i had to try it. [myke has p3nis breathh] says:
the worlds gonna end
it's to dying in another's arms and why i had to try it. [myke has p3nis breathh] says:
?
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Shane is a dead man says:
nah
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Shane is a dead man says:
berta's cheating on me
it's to dying in another's arms and why i had to try it. [myke has p3nis breathh] says:
oh whoa :\ i'm sorry :\
it's to dying in another's arms and why i had to try it. [myke has p3nis breathh] says:
that's really not cool..wtf
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Shane is a dead man says:
whatever
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Shane is a dead man says:
i guess u were right
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Shane is a dead man says:
doesn't that make u happy and shit?
it's to dying in another's arms and why i had to try it. [myke has p3nis breathh] says:
er no.. you getting hurt doesn't make me happy
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Shane is a dead man says:
yeah
it's to dying in another's arms and why i had to try it. [myke has p3nis breathh] says:
bah..i';m sorry alex that sucks.
[LMFAOMFALMAFLM SHH.]
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[12 Apr 2003|01:22pm] |
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spoon out my heart.
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[09 Apr 2003|05:17pm] |
sorry kids, i refuse to use an lj cut for this one. deal with it. <3.
l0nger goodbyes: LMFAO PUJA
echoed kiss: ??
l0nger goodbyes: AFTER GIVING ME A LOVE LETTER YESTERDAY AND TELLING ME HOW MUCH HE LOVES ME ALL THE TIME
l0nger goodbyes: ALEX BROKE UP WITH ALBERTA TODAY
l0nger goodbyes: AND
l0nger goodbyes: LMFAO
echoed kiss: and what
echoed kiss: and what
echoed kiss: AND WHAT
l0nger goodbyes: HE TOLD MY FRIEND LUKE THAT HE BROKE UP WITH HER CAUSE HE LIKES JULIA
l0nger goodbyes: LANMFDLKNGDA
l0nger goodbyes: LMFAOO
echoed kiss: Omg. He's retarded.
echoed kiss: llmao.
l0nger goodbyes: AND I GET HOME TODAY AND THERE'S MSN MESSAGES FROM HIM
l0nger goodbyes: AND THEY'RE LIKE
l0nger goodbyes: "HEY, DO YOU KNOW WHY JULIA WAS ASKING ABOUT ME TODAY? K. NVM."
l0nger goodbyes: =llmfaaoo
l0nger goodbyes: i cried lmfao
echoed kiss: Oh man, Olivia.
l0nger goodbyes: dude i'm in so deep lol
l0nger goodbyes: wtf
l0nger goodbyes: WTF
l0nger goodbyes: that kid
l0nger goodbyes: jesus chris
l0nger goodbyes: t
l0nger goodbyes: JESUS CHRIST
l0nger goodbyes: ISSUES
echoed kiss: Yeah.
echoed kiss: He does.
echoed kiss: Deep, sever mental issues.
l0nger goodbyes: lol if he doesn't call or talk to me tonight or anything
l0nger goodbyes: jesus
l0nger goodbyes: and lmfao this morning me and julia were talking about what a MORON he is
l0nger goodbyes: lmfao
echoed kiss: oh god.
echoed kiss: he is.
echoed kiss: really.
l0nger goodbyes: yeah super, he's a mornon, that does not solve the problem of me loving him haha
l0nger goodbyes: WHAT THE SHIT DUDE
l0nger goodbyes: i heard he broke up with her
l0nger goodbyes: and i'm like
l0nger goodbyes: wow finally he cares enough to actually do something about it
l0nger goodbyes: and then i hear this
l0nger goodbyes: lmao
l0nger goodbyes: christtttt.
echoed kiss: Wtf do you think is wrong with him?
echoed kiss: Is he like schitzo?
l0nger goodbyes: I HAVE NO IDEA
echoed kiss: Or bipolar.
echoed kiss: Or mutiple personalitied.
echoed kiss: Or SOMETHING GOAHAKHdsa.
l0nger goodbyes: i need to like fucking talk to him and ask what the FUCK he thinks he's doing
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[08 Apr 2003|06:48pm] |
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[well i'm a wreck, i really can't explain it but i, i hear the music when i look at you]
1. THIS SONG IS SO FUCKING GREAT. YOU SHOULD ALL DOWNLOAD THE WHOLE MAE CD, DESTINATION : BEAUTIFUL NOW. NOWWW.
2.
( erghh clicky :\ )<er bee. i'm your fuc|<ing queen. says:
i care and i miss you like fuck, but i can't go pining over you when you're with someone else. i guess it's lame of me to not want to look like a big fag but i really don't want to look like the one who can't let go and blah blah
and don't call me pretty baby anymore, oh foolish wor|<er bee. i'm your fuc|<ing queen. says:
and have all your friends like oh just let go already he couldn't give a shit
and don't call me pretty baby anymore, oh foolish wor|<er bee. i'm your fuc|<ing queen. says:
so it goes away and i only think about it when i'm by myself and then i fucking hate myself for it
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Have Ya got the hatchet alex? I've always got the hatchet darius says:
but
and don't call me pretty baby anymore, oh foolish wor|<er bee. i'm your fuc|<ing queen. says:
and beat myself up over it, and beat myself up for actually caring anymore
and don't call me pretty baby anymore, oh foolish wor|<er bee. i'm your fuc|<ing queen. says:
cause it won't go away
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Have Ya got the hatchet alex? I've always got the hatchet darius says:
i'm the one who can't let go
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Have Ya got the hatchet alex? I've always got the hatchet darius says:
i have a girlfriend
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Have Ya got the hatchet alex? I've always got the hatchet darius says:
and i miss the one who did nothing with blonde hair
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Have Ya got the hatchet alex? I've always got the hatchet darius says:
i miss my silly emo girl so much
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Have Ya got the hatchet alex? I've always got the hatchet darius says:
i have a girl who'll bend over backwards for me
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Have Ya got the hatchet alex? I've always got the hatchet darius says:
but i don't want it
and don't call me pretty baby anymore, oh foolish wor|<er bee. i'm your fuc|<ing queen. says:
aw fuck ;\
and don't call me pretty baby anymore, oh foolish wor|<er bee. i'm your fuc|<ing queen. says:
it's so fucked up how that works eh
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Have Ya got the hatchet alex? I've always got the hatchet darius says:
tuh
and don't call me pretty baby anymore, oh foolish wor|<er bee. i'm your fuc|<ing queen. says:
when we were together it was like nothing happened
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Have Ya got the hatchet alex? I've always got the hatchet darius says:
yeah
and don't call me pretty baby anymore, oh foolish wor|<er bee. i'm your fuc|<ing queen. says:
and now it's all like ohh want want need need
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Have Ya got the hatchet alex? I've always got the hatchet darius says:
i wish i could turn it off
[...]
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Have Ya got the hatchet alex? I've always got the hatchet darius says:
i was never gonna run out of i love you's
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Have Ya got the hatchet alex? I've always got the hatchet darius says:
i just ran out of i'm sorry's
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Have Ya got the hatchet alex? I've always got the hatchet darius says:
i will come to ur class
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Have Ya got the hatchet alex? I've always got the hatchet darius says:
tomorrow
and don't call me pretty baby anymore, oh foolish wor|<er bee. i'm your fuc|<ing queen. says:
okay. love you kay :\
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Have Ya got the hatchet alex? I've always got the hatchet darius says:
and try not to faint when i see u
and don't call me pretty baby anymore, oh foolish wor|<er bee. i'm your fuc|<ing queen. says:
haha
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Have Ya got the hatchet alex? I've always got the hatchet darius says:
olivia
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Have Ya got the hatchet alex? I've always got the hatchet darius says:
you don't know
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Have Ya got the hatchet alex? I've always got the hatchet darius says:
how much i love you
DAtiNg tHE DEAd Gurl: Have Ya got the hatchet alex? I've always got the hatchet darius says:
and i'm scared u never will
I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO THINK OR DO. fuck.
i love him eh. how sad.
he gave me this letter today that he wrote while we were going out and i just fucking broke down reading it. and he's still with alberta..it's like...UNGH. want..need..alex..now..please..thanks.. but i can't do shit about it.
wow i'm so cool.
kill me <3. tks.
P.S. MIKE AND MAE ROCK THE CASBAH TOGETHER. <3.
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[04 Apr 2003|07:12pm] |
man
my friends > yours.
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| huzzah. new writings. |
[03 Apr 2003|06:12pm] |
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the deepest red
so ring all the bells and
set off the fire alarms.
declare this war against your favourite four letter lie.
you'll be detonating your deepest red bombs by midnight,
the same shade as the barely-there rings of lipstick still lingering
around the rims of your most precious champagne glasses.
and they'll pretend to explode while you mouth
your pretty sound effects.
and didn't you paint the inside of your head
a sickening blonde?
meant to match the few strands still left on your sweater.
but i bet she never told you
she was really a brunette.
drawing blanks
and pardon me for shattering this awkward silence.
i may be stumbling over my words but only because if i pause
to tie my shoes
you'll drive the blade into my back.
and as i scower my logic for reasons
i'm drawing blanks and you're drawing the curtains
on me.
yeah and i know you always love a fight
and you can't deal with being happy for too long
but i've lost my weapon, and you're losing your mind.
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[03 Apr 2003|05:49pm] |
ew. today was lame.
i think i've given up. this just isn't worth my effort anymore.
and who am i to try and fuck up a happy relationship.
yes, i'm happy that alex is happy with alberta.
i just wish i'd given him the chance to be happy with me.
i'm always too fucking late. oh well. i need hugs and cookies. werd.
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[02 Apr 2003|05:48pm] |
okay. allow me to take back the shit i said about cal..err i mean alberta >.<
i'm sorry to the people who read this and actually know her.
oh wait, that's right, there are none of you.
see.
christ.
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[02 Apr 2003|05:01pm] |
i just hung up on alex.
high fucking five.
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[01 Apr 2003|04:15pm] |
WOW GUYS, I AM THE LAMEST OF ALL LAMERS EVER. [DANCE]
i fucking suck. i cried for two hours last night and then threw up. yeah this is making me physically ill. ain't that neat.
i wanted to call him so fucking bad but i knew the moment he answered i'd be in tears again like the fucking baby i am.
what the SHIT, kids.
i don't care i don't care i don't care i don't care.
yeah? so howcome every time i fight with him over stupid msn i start crying like a fucking emo baby. and howcome every time i see him in the hallway with or without calgary or whatever the fuck her name is [giggle. david. giggle.] my tummy starts doing flips and i can't even go say HI ALEX, HOW'RE THOSE CUNT GNOMES DOING?
yeah i can't even go be mean to him , let alone go be like hi i love you be mine plz kthx.
and being mean is always the first step with me
lol
how lame am i.
he said some crap to me last night about running "what if" scenarios over in his head
holy shit lol. that's all i ever fucking do all day anymore. "what if i'd hugged him this and that time", "what if i'd told alberta off this and that time", "what if i'd actually been a fucking decent person around him" "what if what if what if what if" what the shit. it doesn't even matter anymore. and it's all coming back out of the stupid fucking fence i'd put around it.
i don't even know what the fuck to say anymore. i happen to have respect for people's feelings [unlike alberta, obviously] so i'm not going to go running after him while he's with someone else even though he claims to "love me". that's normal, right? to actually have respect for people? no? what's that you say?
yeah cause when people love you they go out with other people right?
i don't know.
i'm so lost.
shoot me.
kthx.
the end.
p.s. love's a piece of shit. i want to kill it in the face for making me this fucking insecure all over again. huzzah.
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[31 Mar 2003|04:27pm] |
okay so taking back sunday last night was really fucking hot shit.
vivian + tarah = hot.
scott was neattttttt. and cuteee. and yeah his friends were really fucking hot. yeah we stalked them. just a little. err. but it was relleh cool meeting him and all that goodness. and tarah. and vivian. [dance]
fuck i'm really giddy. i need to work off some excess energy by like..eating
or something
roight
anyway
I'M BETTER THAN YOU LOLOLOLZERS GIGGLE GIGGLE HAIR FLIP.
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[28 Mar 2003|07:29pm] |
basically: if i care, he wins.
that's not going to happen this time around.
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